When I first came out of the hospital after ataxia, I noticed something strange and frustrating: whenever I tried to bring my hands to my face, they would start shaking uncontrollably. If I tried to touch my ear, my hand trembled so much that I couldn’t hold it. If I wanted to touch my cheek, my hand slipped away. Even applying cream became a challenge—my hand simply slid off my skin.
On top of this, I could hardly recognize my own face. My expressions were gone—smiling felt empty, my gaze looked unfamiliar, and every attempt to move my facial muscles came with pain. Raising my eyebrows or even laughing felt like climbing a mountain. My facial muscles had been reset to zero.
Right after I was discharged from hospital
In those early days, even the simplest daily activities became exercises. One of the first things that helped me was washing my face. It was never meant to be therapy, but in the beginning, it became a gentle way to train both my hands and my face. The sensation of water, the repetitive motions, and the small challenges of cleaning my skin gave my brain and muscles the push they needed to start waking up again.
Discovering Face Yoga
As time passed, I realized that the real breakthrough came when I discovered face yoga. Unlike washing my face, which was only a small aid in the beginning, face yoga gave me a structured way to truly rebuild my expressions and strength.
With each gentle exercise, I started to notice changes:
- My muscles grew stronger and less painful.
- My expressions returned, little by little.
- My face felt more alive, less tired.
- And my hands, guided by purpose, trembled less when practicing these routines.
Why Face Yoga Matters in Ataxia
Ataxia is not just about walking and balance; it affects fine motor skills, coordination, and even the way facial muscles move. That’s why face yoga can be surprisingly effective in rehabilitation:
- Improves motor control: Practicing slow, intentional movements helps the brain relearn how to guide the muscles with precision.
- Enhances proprioception: It trains your brain to better sense where your hands and face are in space, reducing the “slipping away” feeling.
- Strengthens weak muscles: Facial exercises target areas that often lose tone after neurological damage.
- Supports neuroplasticity: Repetition of guided movements encourages the brain to form new pathways and adapt.
- Boosts confidence: Regaining expressions is not only functional, but also deeply emotional, it helps you feel more like yourself again.
More Than Just Muscles
The benefits went far beyond the physical. Practicing face yoga in front of the mirror gave me back a sense of identity. It was as if I was reconnecting with myself, expression by expression. The ritual brought calm, focus, and a surprising amount of joy. And also, better shaped face :)
It reminded me that healing isn’t always found in pills or machines. Sometimes, it’s in something as simple as using your own hands to guide your recovery.
Looking back, I see that washing my face was my first step, a doorway into recovery. But it was face yoga that truly became my medicine. It gave me my smile back, my expressions back, and a piece of myself that I thought I had lost.

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